What the hell are we ? Humans, I guess. But spiritually who are we ? Why do we live ? Why the hell does "life" feel so... BLAND I hate it. What even is its meaning ? According to Meriam-Webster,it is the condition that distinguishes animals and plants from inorganic matter, including the capacity for … Continue reading What the hell are we ?
It is easy to not care. To be nihilistic. To numb yourself. By being careless Nothing can hurt you. This attitude Is fear based. The fear of getting hurt. Since caring means opening up And therefore means That your guard is down. Learn how to endure pain and hurt Or else, you will be directionless. … Continue reading The art of caring
The world is big Too big in fact... So many things to learn So many things to discover But so little time... The world is at our reach But our urges hold us back. We are prisoners of instant gratification. So much couldve been learned during the time we lost... Long term. Our goal should … Continue reading Our goal
Weakness Powerlessness Loss... Stop them. Stop being weak. I wish I could. I want to be stronger. How ? Put yourself first Be arrogant. Humans are narcissist Be a human. Care for yourself And yourself only. Because caring for others Will only lead to your downfall You will be used To someone else's gain. Serve … Continue reading Stronger
We are so small Can't even think about "blowing up" in this world it is too overwhelming. I am only but a small ant in this whole crowd How is it possible to be something "great" Simply stop. Stop overthinking. Stop with these thoughts. Nobody ever "blows up" You are just getting overwhelmed by social … Continue reading Blowing Up
I witnessed a suicide about a year ago I was traumatized by this experience I was stuck in my mind for days Why would a person do such a thing ? No articles about this suicide were published No breaking news No announcements Nothing. It felt like that death was meaningless. It only caused traffic … Continue reading Witnessing a suicide
I cant feel it The joy The thrill The life. It's empty. I am exiled from my own self. Abused trust Loss of self I dont know what to feel. I wish... Control over my mind I want to be stronger. By writing my thoughts away I am trying to find a way. I am … Continue reading Take care of yourself
Times will change...
A feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. Hope is one decieving feeling. It hypes you up. You picture thousands of imaginary scenarios that will obviously never occur, but hope is there to back them up. Having high hopes Hoping that people change in your favor Hoping that life gets better … Continue reading STOP HOPING
Falling in Getting lost in my mind Can't find my way out. So much turbulation inside my mind. Can't get shit done. I am lost. No sole reason to live. No drive. Just emptiness And a lack of will. Why wake up If all I'm going to do Is waste my day away By doing … Continue reading LOST IN MY MIND
Low Sign 